Eiluned. Also known as Pamela. 33. Fangirl.
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…who’s looking for Clint/Natasha BDSM fic where Natasha bottoms. My list of bottom!Nat or power play fics:
Let Go - Natasha gets frustrated and needs to learn to let go.
Glove - This one’s more kink than BDSM, but there’s some power play between the two. But yeah, shooting glove kink.
That Time Clint and Natasha Had a Threesome With Darcy - More switching off with bits of dominance play. And Darcy.
Live Nude Secret Agents - They have to go undercover at a sex club, and their “performance” involves light bondage play and switching off.
Bloodlust - Knife play with a little bit of switching off but mostly Natasha as submissive/topping from the bottom. There’s cutting and blood in this one, fyi.
And here’s my big foray into domme!Natasha/sub!Clint, just in case you want to read that too:
How to be Eaten by a Woman - Clint has a somewhat secret need to submit, and Natasha steps up to the plate. Pegging, orgasm control, face slapping, oral sex, and a partridge in a pear tree.
Chosen Family
words & image by Eiluned
Summary: Natasha is used to adapting to what life throws at her, but coming to terms with two impossible lines on a test strip is a little bigger than defecting to the U.S.
30,005 words / 16 chapters / various ratings
Under(the)cover(s)
by Eiluned (brbshittoavenge)
Rating: Explicit / NC-17
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Summary: Undercover work leads to sexual frustration. Sexual frustration leads to rash decisions. Rash decisions lead to… well, relief of sexual frustration.
Tags: Pre-Avengers Movie, Undercover, Porn, Porn With Plot, (the thinnest plot but plot nonetheless), First Time, Partners to Lovers, Unexpected Feels, Explicit Sexual Content, Masturbation, Mutual Masturbation, Voyeurism, Phone Sex, Oral Sex, Come Shot, Fucking, Female Ejaculation, Anal Fingering, Dirty Talk
Notes: Porn. Completely and utterly gratuitous porn. Also, this is basically the beginning of Clint and Natasha’s relationship in the Troika series. Thanks to the Hive for cheerleading me through this one! Feedback is highly appreciated. :D
Date Posted: 31 March 2013
The thing about working undercover with Natasha was that it nearly always ended up leaving Clint sexually frustrated. Watching her through the scope on a sniper rifle or his bow was one thing; actually being undercover beside her was something entirely different.
Born To Run (or, Why Clint Barton Should Really Invest In Some Curtains)
by Eiluned (brbshittoavenge)
Rating: Mature / R
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Summary: Clint likes Springsteen, beer, and dancing in his underwear. Natasha likes climbing up his fire escape. You can see where this is going.
Tags: Humor, Friends With Benefits, Pre-Avengers Movie, Fluff, Fluff and Smut, Vaguely Romantic Feelings, because really what else do I write?
Notes: I like it when fic ideas slap me in the face and make me write them right then omg. The lyrics are from Bruce Springsteen’s “Born To Run.” Thanks to Amanda for looking this over. This is for the Hive Mind; it’s been a crappy few weeks, and we could use some nearly-naked Clint in our lives. Feedback is greatly appreciated! <3Date Posted: 14 March 2013
You can also read this at AO3!
Natasha had never been a fan of using stairwells and elevators and front doors. What was the challenge in going to Clint’s apartment the same way that everyone else did?
So she climbed the fire escape. It served the dual purpose of an acrobatic workout and getting her into his place (usually scaring the shit out of him at the same time, which was an added bonus).
Natasha really didn’t mean to end up in Pepper’s lap with her tongue in her mouth. She certainly didn’t mean to get kinda drunk with her boss — well, not really her boss, but close enough on this mission — and she really didn’t mean to start flirting with the woman Tony Stark’s roaming eye finally settled on.
But Natasha was kinda drunk and so was Pepper, and the flirting ended up with Natasha in Pepper’s lap, tongues tangled together, hands roaming over curves of unfamiliar, soft flesh.
The next day Pepper blushed a little when her PA, Natalie, came into the office.
“You doing okay?”
Natasha looked up from her datapad, her endless repetitive reading of Clint’s file (as if she didn’t already know it all my heart; as if reading the file would make her find him faster), to find Maria standing in the doorway.
“Yeah,” Natasha answered, blanking the screen. “Yeah, I’m just… tired. Worried.”
Maria took that as an invitation and sat on the pull-down bunk beside her. “We’re gonna find him,” she said, and the idea of Maria comforting her was so strange that it made her laugh.
She put her hand over Maria’s mouth to stop her from retorting, and her lips were soft against Natasha’s palm.
It was just because Donald had broken up with her, and she was understandably lonely. They were stuck out in the middle of New Mexico, didn’t know anyone in town, and so it made sense that Jane and Darcy would end up… comforting each other.
It wasn’t because Jane was fascinated by the pout of Darcy’s lips or the round weight of her breasts, so much larger than her own. It wasn’t because of the little gasps Darcy wrung out of her with her slim fingers between Jane’s legs.
It was because she was lonely. She kept telling herself that.
“Oh gosh, look at me!”
Kaylee was clean, for once, and she had been pawing through Inara’s closet, pulling out dresses, looking at all the lovely clothes. The way her eyes lit up when she found a deep magenta gown with gold embroidery made Inara smile, and she helped Kaylee change out of her coveralls and into the pretty dress.
“You look beautiful, mei mei,” Inara said, meeting her eyes in the mirror and touching her lips to Kaylee’s bare shoulder.
“Naw,” Kaylee replied with a blush. “This ain’t me.”
“You’re always beautiful,” Inara insisted as she pulled Kaylee into a sweet kiss.
Two Solitudes
by Eiluned (brbshittoavenge)
Rating: Explicit / NC-17
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Summary: Two loners, two dark pasts, one night that is not as lonely as the ones that came before.
Tags: First Time, First Kiss, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Pre-Avengers Movie, Partnership, Clint Feels, Natasha Feels, Kissing, Talking
Notes: For EuphoricSound, because I love her and would hug her if she didn’t live on the opposite side of the country from me. Thanks to Amanda and SidheRa for their beta reading and suggestions, and thanks, too, to EuphoricSound for brainstorming the initial idea with me on gchat. Feedback is always greatly appreciated.
Date Posted: 25 February 2013You can also read this at AO3!
Love consists in this, that two solitudes protect and touch and greet each other.
-Rainer Maria Rilke
Clint Barton wasn’t the easiest person to read. He had perfected impassive expressionless, but Natasha had come to notice subtle differences in his poker faces.
The one he was wearing when they got back from a particularly nasty mission in Zagreb was new, one that was strained around the edges, like he had stretched a poorly-fitted mask over his features, and one false move would make it snap.
Smoke and Arrogance
by Eiluned (brbshittoavenge)
Rating: Explicit (whoaaa is it explicit)
Disclaimer: I obviously do not own Jem.
Tags: Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Strippers & Strip Clubs, Lapdance, Cunnilingus, Masturbation, Mutual Masturbation, Grinding, Come Shot, Stranger Sex, Prostitution, (sort of), (well okay yes it is), POV First Person
Summary: A lap dance gets a little out of hand.
Notes: Porn porn porn porn porn. There is no excuse for this other than that Jeremy Renner is stupidly hot in that role, and I have no idea why I’m so attracted to Jem. Also I have no idea why I wrote this in first person, since I basically never use that POV, but here it is. Thanks to SidheRa, Amanda, and EuphoricSound for the beta work and the cheering. Feedback makes me happy. :D
As far as ways to pay your MIT tuition bill go, stripping really wasn’t a bad gig.
